This song is about a past longterm relationship. It was beautiful. Even though we were not meant to be, the time we shared deserves a song.
Lyric meanings:
“I don’t know what I’m doing here”
– I wrote this during a time that I wasn’t sure I even wanted to stay in Malta.
“It’s been hard to separate what is real and who’s a mere distraction”
– Malta has many people coming and going, so it’s difficult to know who your true friends are.
“I’m letting you go”
– Different than the first time “let me go”, it’s like I’m finally moving on and accepting what is by confirming that I’m letting him go.