Life in Malta and a Small Getaway to Homeland
Life in Malta and a Small Getaway to Homeland

Life in Malta and a Small Getaway to Homeland

Worry not

I am alive, I did not die.

Hi friends!!

It’s been two weeks since I last spoke to you. Let’s just say those two weeks were nothing short of a whirlwind. I was simultaneously getting all of my documents in order for my work permit, which included getting vaccinated more than once and blood tests. I was also trying to settle into my new city, and exploring a lot. In fact, during these past few weeks, I have made some friendships that I would’ve never imagined before coming here. This is yet another proof that when you do not search for something, it comes directly into your face.

Settling in hasn’t been fully easy though, I have to be honest. With my close friends and family being thousands of miles away, I am struggling to feel fully comfortable in my new city. When something goes wrong or I’m feeling down, the best I can get is a video call. But on the flip side, this experience has really taught me to be my own support system. It’s something I’ve never had to work on, because I was surrounded by people who knew me and loved me. But it’s so important to know how to be there for yourself first. 

Your twenties are really a confusing time.

Okay, time to preach a little bit. I have to be honest with you, and say that I expected my twenties to be all party and fun, with no adult responsibilities holding me back. Even though that has been partly true, I have come to realize that at least for me, my twenties have been a spur of confusion, discomfort and lots of introspection. And this is not a bad thing, objectively. However, for someone who loves

to ruminate and worry for nothing, it has not been that easy.

Nevertheless, I’m still holding on to the idea that everything happens for a reason, and my most popular motto of the year: things that are good for you feel bad in the moment, and things that are bad for you feel great in the moment. Take your pic 😉

Currently, I’m sitting in a bar, alone, and writing this on my laptop. It’s Saturday night at 9pm. It’s my third meal alone of the day. A year ago, I would’ve gone crazy. Now, I barely am checking my phone and taking the time to notice that no one cares. Literally everyone is in their zone, and people don’t care that I’m alone. If this helps anyone who has been doubting to go to a restaurant alone, this is your sign! It’s your life to live, not anyone else’s. And like I mentioned, it’s not easy at first, but most things in life are like habits, and habits can be made within 30 days 😉

I’m loving Ukraine so far. It really gives me enhanced Montreal vibes, which is where I’m hoping to live during a part of my life. It’s so hip and friendly here, and the coffee is to die for! I’m taking each day as it comes, and trying to appreciate my homeland for what it is. 

I’ll take this opportunity to wish you a pleasant weekend, rest of your summer, and to encourage you to make the best of it. 

Yours Truly,
Nastia

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